First off I want to show off my pretty nail art that my sis did for me :) It's very cute and pretty and I really like it a lot.
Yesterday I went out with a group of 'old' friends- Yanshuang, Junhao and Guoan. At first we are supposed to reach Yishun Mrt station by 11am but some of them was late. Junhao reached there first and I was the second one to reach. Waited for Yanshuang and Guoan but he woke up late so we went to have our breakfast+lunch at Pizza Hut! Three of us was so hungry yesterday that I forgot to take photos of those delicious food. After eating for 30mins Guoan finally came and we finally set off to buy our movie tickets! We watched NOAH and it was a awesome movie! I was the one that wanted to watch this movie because Emma Watson is in the movie. I didn't know what is it about as I had forgotten what is the story behind Noah. The movie turned out better than I had expected it to be, so spending $12.50 on the movie ticket is totally worth it. Before that I was totally shock at how expensive it is to watch movie on weekends. Before watching the movie we went to Yishun Safra, we were suppose to play bowling but the cost is too high and they are running out of money so no bowling for me. We ended up playing pool and some games at the Arcade.
I realized how spending time with Guoan, Yanshuang and Junhao make me smile much more. As they are the one that make me feel comfortable and not be afraid of what to say. Making a fool of myself in front of them is nothing much but just friends. It's nice to have this kind of friends. Sometimes, when I felt lonely and wanted to have someone to talk to. I realized I have no one to go to It make me feel so sad and lonely. Although I have friends but they are not friends that I think I can go to or talk to them on how I feel. They are my friends but they don't want to or not know me well. It's seem that I'm smiling all the time that they don't ask me if I'm alright. Make me think that if I'm no longer around will they know that I'm gone? Things that I helped them make me feel that they take me for granted. Provide them things help them with homework make me feel like I do this for nothing. Although I do not want anything in return but maybe something such as care and concern is something that I wanted. Even when I text them it felt like I'm talking to a stranger. the conversation started so quickly and ended quickly as well. After once or twice that's the end of our conversations nothing more to say. The times that I spend with them is precious to me but maybe in their mind I'm just some other girl that doesn't exist.
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