Just me and my thoughts

Have been a long and tiring month for me due to assignments. Just a year back i thought i was dying from all the assignments thinking that i will never make it. But looking back they are just as easy as 1, 2, 3. Honestly, i don't think i'm up for the game. Thinking that well i'm a pro or something that can do it all. I feel like i'm constantly falling into this black hole unable to breathe and survive from these hurdles. Recently i felt something had changed between my friends and i in poly. Am i the only one feeling it? idk.. might be just an illusion which i hope it was.. I know i have always been trying to do well in my studies. Not have i once forgotten those who help me out when i struggle and when i needed help. I also try my very best to help them back if i could, But somehow whenever i wanna try hard to score well i find myself getting into this deep shit that cause people to dislike or hate me? Thinking that i'm are all so confident? I don't think i'm that confident of thinking that i'm a good student. I just feel that there is a need for me to accomplish until this level for this particular assignment. If i know i can't do it then i will give up. Just like how i deal with my dynamic web assignment. Some people might or might not think that i will just go and find them for help whenever i needed them. But here's the thing.. i want to talk to you but you don't want to talk to me. So the only thing i can talk to you about is asking you about hmw right? Other than that what else can i talk about? When inside i alr know that there is hate building up inside you. Whenever i talk to you i try to be cautious so that you won't have the wrong mindset about me. That's what i'm actually thinking about when i talk. I'm afraid afraid that they will think that i just wanted a A and get it through by asking you. But seriously i really hope this is not true.. all those words that you said is not to me but maybe someone else....

October // Holidays

Holiday how do i describe it? It's kind of like a gift for me to heal and rest after a long and tiring semester.  It had been a enjoyable and tiring one for me. Going in and out of the house or just slacking the whole day at home sleeping like a pig. I also got a part-time job working for quite awhile but gonna quit soon.  :)

11/9/2014 my poly clique had a short meet out together to give jovial a small birthday surprise! She totally have no idea that we are going to surprise her at her home haha! Since she like hello kitty we bought her a hello kitty balloon and small cake. I think she was really surprise :)

26/9/2014 i went out with Mandy and Guo an to river safari! It was awesome! I fell in love with many animals and they are all so cute!!! Took lots of pictures!! I'm so in love with them that i wanted to bring them back home with me!

  Some fishes and beautiful birds. I don't know their name but i know they are beautiful little creature.

Red panda and normal panda! I don't know this panda is jiajia or kaikai but most likely is kaikai cos it's super active and kept on walking around.

Happen to see primary school student on their field trip! They are all so adorable!!! Call me a pedo or whatever but shucks they are just so cute. *grind* Everyone is so happy and enjoying themselves! So i took some pictures of them *teehee*.

Monkey see monkey do a very common phrase that people use. It rhythms haha!! There is two different types of monkey here. I only know the one at the bottom is from Japan and it's really small. Bright orange color pretty nice looking and did u look at it's face?! It just totally melted my heart!

I spend hours looking at these beautiful creature. At first my friends and i thought there is nothing much to see but we ended up staying at their station longer i expected. The whole family bond is really good and they play very well together. The father and mother treat their children really good and teaching them how to climb up to dry land. It was funny to see them struggling and falling down all over. I capture lots of their moments together and really fall in love with this family of four.

This cute monster also capture my heart! I name it crockee haha! Even though i know looks may be deceiving but oh well.. at least at this moment i know there is also a cute side of them right? I have always been thinking that they are a scary animal. So this trip to river safari sort of changes my mindset.

We had a short break at a restaurant which i don't remember the name. I ordered the cappuccino, chocolate panda bun and mango pudding. Totally didn't regret spending money there because the food is delicious! It will be regretful if you didn't try the food there! It's a must if you go to river safari!!!

Had a short and enjoyable chalet with these bunch of crazy people on 30/9/2014. I haven been going out with them ever since the incident occur. But i know i can't run away from it so i took up my courage to be there. It turn out to be fine and everyone tried to be normal with me. We eat and play together just like what we always do together. :)

Also another chalet on 8/10/2014 surprisingly i had a great time myself. It was my first time having chalet with them and yeah it's enjoyable. Reach coasta sands at around 3pm and went to find some of them at the chalet. They were playing card games and watching tv. After that we went to the supermarket together and bought all the food and necessary stuff to bbq. Ended up eating and talking a lot after that. I didn't get to drink with them because i went home early. I didn't know i could catch the latest public transport back home and thought that it will be too late by then. Hopefully there will be another chalet during the next holiday. :)

It's been awhile

Recently my holiday just started and it was currently AWESOME. I haven been updating much lately due to my assignments and studio project 3. Last Friday was officially the last day of sp3 and the end of year 2 semester 1. Kinda have a mix feeling about this because the time seems to be moving so fast. Soon i will be in year 3 after one semester.

A few weeks back something really sad happened to me it's kind off like a friendship thing and it get so complicated. At that time i just feel so sad that i cannot take it anymore and let it all out. I don't know if it's a good thing  but all i know was at that time my heart is feeling freaking pain and i just want them to know how i felt. I don't usually expressed how i feel so maybe it's a big stepping stone for me. Haven been talking to them for about a month i guess. I know i can't keep on running away from this situation. But trying to face it myself against so many others the feeling is so so awkward and hard. Really hope i can get through this soon.

Toss away the bad things aside! I went out with the girls last Friday to bugis and had steamboat for lunch. The food quality there is still alright but because we are all broke so we chose this restaurant. Each person cost about $15 for lunch with free drinks and ice cream. 

After lunch we went to bugis shopping mall. At first we all wanted to play at the bugis plus arcade in the end we realized that it had been closed down. Feel so freaking sad i still have the arcade card and now it's wasted. Luckily enough Linnette and i found a hidden arcade in the end everyone had a good time and Shimin also get to join us after she finish her stuff.

Throwback to june and now

It has been so super long since i post something here. Many thing is going on with my life even i myself is confuse of what's going on..

On 18/06/2014 i went out with kimberly to watch Maleficent! The movie is freaking awesome! Totally enjoy Angelina Jolie acting and love the twist in the plot! Everyone should seriously watch it and won't regret!

A short getaway with my family on 22/06/2014 to Malaysia Genting Highland. We travel there by our family car and had a freaking long ride for around 6 hours.

 

After we reach Genting Highland we settle ourselves down by staying in the hotel room till dinner time. Had a short car ride to mushroom village to have out dinner. The food there sucks big time like from best to worst. Really sad because i used to love their food but now it's not worth our time and money to eat there. After that we went to watch a movie call How To Train Your Dragon 2 in 3D. The movie is touching but not very exciting though. Right after the movie ended we went to the arcade and play for awhile before heading back to the hotel room.

 

On the second day in Genting Highland 23/06/2014. We woke up quite early to be ready to start off our day. Had the cup noodles that we brought all the way from Singapore for breakfast. After that the first thing we did was to buy tickets for the indoor ride. We were contemplating whether a not to buy the whole day indoor ticket or just per ride ticket. In the end we calculated that we can save a lot if we buy the per ride ticket so we got it since most indoor ride are for kids too.

 

Took some selfies while waiting in line for the small roller coaster ride. My sister even took down some video while we are on the ride it was hilarious!

After using up one of the ticket for the ride we went to walk around the shopping mall to find a jacket that is suitable for my brother. We also went to different shops to keep a look out for clothes that we want. I think halfway through we are bored so we went to the arcade to play games.

Before heading back to the hotel because we are all extremely tired. We went to a bakery store to redeem free cakes and drinks from our mother coupon. Really love the chocolate cake it just taste so good!

Met up with our parents to have dinner. After dinner we separated with our parents and went back to the arcade to play. At 8:30pm we met up with our parents again because we wanted them to join us to play bowling. But they didn't want to so just the three of us playing. The bowling lane is so cool at night because everything there will be glowing in the dark. It's a whole new experience for me.

 

And then we ended our long and tiring day with one more roller coaster ride and yes arcade again.  

On the last day 24/06/2014 we are heading back to Singapore. We took a photo outside the hotel that we are staying at. Overall i really enjoy this trip it's more like a siblings bonding trip more than family. Because most of the time while staying there we are hanging out together. That's all for my holiday trip.

25/06/2014 after i came back from the trip the next day i had a date with my poly clique! We went to the trick eye museum at sentosa. At first when i reach there i thought they exhibit only a bit of art work and feel that it's not worth it. But after entering the museum there are many more art work inside so i felt relieve that the money is well spend. We had such a great time taking photos and posing for our own shots. Except for some that was trying to be an ass but oh well really enjoy it.

After finish touring around the trick eye museum for three hours we went to one of the shop there call candylicious. It was a candy paradise and our mouth was drooling over the candies they have. Shortly afterwards we walk back from the sentosa to vivo. Had a short break at starbucks and i ordered the strawberry cheesecake. There is one for one offer at that time so i share it with my friend.We went home afterwards, it was a great day out with them.

On 28/06/2014 i went to attend Sungha Jung concert with Vanessa! It was my first ever concert and i was extremely excited for it. Met Vanessa at Stadium mrt station at 6:45pm. The whole station is flooded with people because 2NE1 is holding their concert just right beside the kallang theater which is the National stadium. So freaking cool!!

The special guest Akihiro Tanaka that Sungha invited was pretty awesome! Even though i don't know who he is but his skills is really admirable. Sungha did a great job too and he even sing a song while playing the guitar at the end of the concert. During the collaboration part with Sungha and Akihiro wore matching i love sg clothes. It was so freaking cute!! How i wish i could capture that moment but too bad cameras are not allowed.

Right after the concert we rush out to queue up for the autograph session with Sungha. Because Vanessa bought one of his CD during the concert she was entitled to let him sign her CD. At first i thought i couldn't go in to see him. But i guess fate was on my side, because one of the person queuing in front ask me for help to let Sungha sign. As one person is only entitled to let him sign one CD hence i really help her do a big favor. But due to that i get to see Sungha Jung in person!!! Really can't believe it! It feels so surreal seeing a idol upfront. He even said thank you while looking at me! Really how i wish i could stop the time at that moment. 

4/7/2014 the 8v13d peeps met up together to welcome back Amelia from Hong Kong. She went to Hong Kong for one month plus to clear her module and yes she made it through! We were so happy and excited when she came out from the exit gate. We use our phones flashlight flashing at her and holding on to a piece of paper with her name written. Super duper crazy at that moment. After that we finally get to have our dinner. Although i was extremely exhausted but i'm glad that i made the right choice to fetch Amelia with the gang.