Monday, February 17, 2014

CNY 2014 / End of assignments / Endless love



So, after so many weeks of not posting anything. I decided to post one now, I realized I always post things at night. Chinese New Year was great I didn't expect it to be so heartwarming. Maybe it's because I never see them for a long time or maybe it's because I open up my heart to them. You must be thinking it's not a big deal right? but it is to me. I have always been a quiet girl in the family and I never really take pictures or talk with them. However, this time round I did how wonderful is that? I suddenly feel that they are very important to me. Even though we don't live together and we never see each other that often but they are a part of me. So deep haha... I'm really lucky to be born in this family that's how I feel. I got good looking cousins, nephews and nieces. it's something that is very hard to describe the feelings I have inside. During those two days that I spend with them was really great :)  For the past 15 days of Chinese New Year I went to my relative's house or parent's friend house to celebrate and receive red packet. I didn't receive a lot this year it's almost the same I think that's the range of how much I will receive each year. Unlike the other people they can receive a lot. I think it is because of the amount their parent's gave and the amount they gain back in return. It's pretty stupid right? Like you give them the red packet which means you lose money but your children earn it back for you but it belong to the children. Even though it's sounded stupid but it's still our tradition to make such exchange and it's also fun for us because we are the one receiving the red packets haha. I pity my parent's but well money can be earn so I think it should be ok. I can't wait for the next CNY so that I can buy new clothes :p


Now! let's talk about the most irritating week ever! Which is of course last week! I was freaking tired last week! I didn't sleep for 5 days last week except for the 5 hour sleep on Tuesday night. How crazy is that? It's all because of assignment 2 I had five module and all five of it needed to be handed up on that week. Everyday one module so freaking irritating!!! One of the worst nightmare is the Thursday module 3D forms and space. Wow that's shit man! I mean why? It's totally ridiculous if you ask me about it. I think the lecturers think it's so easy for us to complete it within a week when we also have so many things to hand up. Not only that they only consulted once after that we have to build our stuff. I was extremely unhappy with them how can they give us one consultation and tell us to come out with something awesome? I think we need more consultation to improve our idea isn't it? They kept on rushing us thinking that we can complete everything~ Well you can tell us how tough it is in the industry and how bad it is that sometimes we had to complete things within a few days. However, this is still a school a place where we learn and you nature us to be a better designer. Without any guidance and patience with us how are we going to be there to 'replace' you guys in the future? In fact I think I learn nothing at all from this module unlike the others I still find it useful and fun to learn. The worst thing is your comments for us dear lecturers you kept on trying to shoot us with lots of stuff that I think you don't even know what you are saying. The reason is very simple I asked you back and you didn't know what to say. So what is that? You are shooting us without thinking? Our effort is not seen the money we spend more than a hundred dollar for a school project is not appreciated. Freaking $100 you know? We are just a student not working yet and still taking money from my parents. Aren't you ashamed of yourself telling a student to spend money for your assignment and not thinking of other alternative? Or providing us materials? Even though I know it's last minute work and we didn't sleep for the entire day but can't you applaud for our efforts? Instead of shooting us? I'm so upset by the words and how you treated us like shit. At first I thought you are a nice lecturers that is willing to help us. I guess I was wrong.. even though u are a well known artist but I doubt you can teach. Because whatever you learn and know it yourself is not convey or taught nicely to us. We just listened and everything is not process into our brain. Hopefully, you won't teach me again because I think I won't take it anymore if you do.



Today, I went out for awhile with Kimberly to JEM to watch Endless love. Love story as always been the same they are either together or not together. I think it's so easy to tell what will happen next but I don't know why Kimberly wanted to watch it. I don't think it's very nice so I won't recommend it to anybody haha. I am planning to watch the Lego movie with my brother and sister because I heard from someone that it's a very funny movie. Maybe after my studio project I will watch it with them. One more thing, I suddenly felt thankful that there is a day call Saturday and Sunday because of them I can sleep late and rest. That's about it I shall post after my studio project. :)