PRELIM END

Last Friday was the last day of my prelim examination. I don't feel happy or relieve at all but i just hope that i will do well for my exams. I got a kind of feeling that i will fail two paper because i know i didn't do well. The worst thing is i woke up late on Friday goodness me haha~ i lost half an hour of my two and a half hour paper  . I feel like killing myself~ when i got there i rushed up to the hall and i saw one of my classmate Fara she's also late for the paper. I was like whew someone is here to accompany me haha! But i was afraid my form teacher will scold me i know she is maybe next Monday. However, i manage to finish my math paper except for the questions that i don't really know. Lucky me! This week i don't have tuition because one of them have cramps and the other went to Malaysia. I kept on slacking watching drama i feel so guilty right now haha (>.<) I started reading storybooks too! It's a good thing right? I have not been reading for a very long time i feel that maybe that is one of the reason why i fail my English. So i read the one my cousin gave me last time. Quite interesting it is about a girl and her father have a girlfriend and leave her mother alone.. so sad i hate bastard! I only read till the fourth chapter so i don't really have a clue of what will happen in the end hope it will be a happy ending so that the mother won't be sad and lonely. That's all for today sorry for not posting often haha 
ANNYEONG~ 

No turning back

Yeah, so my artifact for my coursework is broken..and i spend seven months of my life to make it and yet in just one second every hard work that i put in is gone. My dreams for getting an A1 make me unsure if my future is secure...i should be studying right now.. Ever since that day, my heart felt so empty. I still remember myself looking at Jamie calling out her name. She was smiling at me and then i started crying...looking down at my piece i don't know what to do i started hugging Jamie and cry my heart out. Everyone was looking at me and they were all shocked. Mr Roslan ask what happened Mr See too..everyone tried to calm me down but i don't have the strength to stop myself from crying. When i look at my artifact my tears flows down again. Although my piece was broken because of my friend, but she wanted to help me that why it happened. Somehow i regretted it i wanted to turn back the time but i couldn't. My teachers started to try ways mending back my artifact although now it's almost done but i am not satisfied with the design because the design is change as some part is broken. I have no choice but to lower down my standard. Tomorrow will be the deadline given by the teachers to hand up our artifact... I hope the teacher who is marking it will be lenient as my artifact is fragile and will break easily so i hope that they would understand..haiz.. I should go now..
ANNYEONG~

School Holiday ENDED!

The worst horror is starting and i am kind of freak out! From tomorrow onwards there will be no breaks and no game! I am pretty sure i need to focus for O'level already. Kind of stress and afraid to face the truth. I like the quote up there and i think it is happening in me too! I am so freaking hungry now but my brother just came home with KFC hahaha~ gonna have my dinner now ciao~

ANNYEONG~

Holiday?? NAH!

Four the four weeks of holiday, it had been a torture for me. Kind off...everyday i will go to school for my extra lessons, especially Dnt.i Ifound out that i am still quit slow when everyone else might already have completed their artifact while i am still not done with some of my work before i could do the actual artifact. I hope i will be in time for the submission for O'level. On the other hand i am afraid that my friend cannot make it..they had miss a lot of dnt lesson and today is already the last week of June holiday. I hope they will catch up with the rest of us and finish it before July or something... If i tell my mom about this she will surely say u can't even cope it yourself and u still got time to worry about the others! haha :) Even though it's tiring but i still enjoy the progress of it, today is also a enjoyable day in school. I make a new friend too! Because she is from a NA class so i am not close with her, but because of the holiday dnt lesson i started going out to eat together with her mainly bcos my friends wasn't around but she is a nice funny person haha :) I hope i will get closer to her and become good friend :D

就这样吧

It had been so long since i post haha. I was supposed to go out today for my friend surprise party.. and guess what i didnt go!!! because i dun like how they plan it! This is my thoughts about the whole thing: I really dun know what the world is going on for the plan can u at least tell me how it will be and make it clearer! i msg them and call but no one want to reply or pick up my phone!! so how do u want me to go without myself knowing what i should do.. and i woke up late yeah! i was super anxious that why i called for help but no one help me! u totally ignored me and den now u tell me that u are sad that i ruin the whole plan?? who the hell that didnt reply my whatapp! i alr plan what i wanna wear what i wanna buy for her present but now what?? i dun know whether i should go out with this kind of mindset so i did not go. Plus i had a flu and stomach pain. and here u are texting me that u didn't know i was this kind of person that say out about the surprise and u are disappointed in me?? if u replied i would have been there and not telling her about the surprise i will have been there with u guys!! i told her bcos i hope she is not sad that i am not there not bcos i wanna ruin it but if that is your mindset i ok with it! All this while being friends i always kept my friends as the best but somehow we startted to get further away from each other. Can u tell me how u celebrate my birthday?? With SURPRISE!! NO WAY MAN! all bcos of exams yeah i am damn unfortunate to be born on a exam day?? is that it?? If i take my birthday for a surprise day and all and my heart hope for that that my friends will give me a surprise one day that wont even come...bcos its exam day and i know it wont happen...

sry for using blog to post angry comments to let out my anger...ok

BYE

I am so tired...

This year is such a tiring year! Haiz.. everday i will reach home around 7plus which is damn tiring!! I am so sorry for not posting haha i feel so bad for my blog! Like died for so many months. Next week is my MYE must do well if not i think i will really die! Tmr is eng oral and wed is mother tongue! I hope tmr my brain will think quickly and answer all the question that teacher ask. TODAY is my brother BIRTHDAY!!!! I am going to celebrate with him later! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED BROTHER!! <3 Got to go byebye
ANNYEONG~

Happy Chinese new year!

It's Chinese new year!!! Yesterday i went to visit my paternal grandparents and then to my maternal grandparents. I'm so happy because i could wear my new clothes and shoes and bring my new bag!!! haha :) Also get to eat pineapple rice at grandma house so nice! I remember a few days ago i wanted to eat pineapple rice but dad didn't bought it for me so coincidentally grandma cook pineapple rice! Haha! I guess grandma knew one of her grandchildren wanted to eat it :) or maybe not... Anyway after visiting i went to the temple with my parents to pray to my father grandmother and also pray to bless us to be healthy. After that we went home and bath and get ready to go to my mother big brother house haha they went there to gamble i was in one of their air-con room watching movie and playing games haha so that's how i spent my first Chinese new year! Today i am not sure how to spent my new year but mom said we are going to her auntie house to celebrate but after that it's unknown...haha
OK! That's all
Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

Annyeong~~