Sunday, May 18, 2014

My Journey to happiness


Thoughts~
School started in late April. I knew year two is going to be different. Even the first week of school I'm already tired. But i know i have to persevere and continue. Even if i don't understand i must ask to learn and get what I'm doing. That's year two for me, a whole new world of learning. 


 So, i shall start with the good news that i have earlier this May. On the 7th of May i had to attend a ceremony for getting into the director's list. I was of course feeling very happy with myself and i did think that i did a good job on my work last semester. I'm glad that my hard work is being recognized or so for scoring well. However, i wish to do better and continue getting into the director's list. This wish or dream you call it may be big but i will work hard towards it!


MAY! The month that i was born 18 years ago. Time flies really fast, i always and often feel that I'm still young. I don't wish to grow old, but what can i do human have to grow old. I'm really thankful for what i have now trying to enjoy every moment that i have. Slowly i realized that spending time with the people you love is the best that you can get. Knowing that they will love you back just as how much you have love them. The little bear up there is given by my poly friends on 9th May 2014! I didn't expect anything from them well because we are not that close yet but I'm really thankful for the gift. Deeply appreciated :)

On 10th May, the actual day for my birthday i met Kimberly for lunch. We dine at the restaurant call eggs & berries. It was a nice experience for me since i always wanted to try out their food. The food there taste alright and it was a treat from Kimberly!! After our meal we had nothing to do so we walked around Jem and Westgate. Along the way we also had ice-cream and of course i choose my favorite flavor rum and raisins hehe.


At night after i came home from Jem i went out again. This time round i celebrated my birthday with my family. We went to a Korean restaurant at beauty world and had our dinner there. At first we wanted to have Korean buffet but the restaurant that we wanted to go is fully book. So we have no choice but to go there. Even though it was not a buffet but the food there was quite good too. After dinner we rested for around one hour and sang the happy birthday song. Making a wish that i always make believing that one day it will come true. 


Well..birthday. You tend to expect something from your close friends. For me not anymore..for the past six years that i have experience. There is always not surprises maybe because I'm different that's why or not cheerful enough to make an impression on them. I learn to give up on something that will not happen but you know that your heart will still hurts. This year is my 18th birthday and here in Singapore you are sort of like legal to be able to go clubbing and learn how to drive. I thought that something wonderful might happen. I thought that maybe maybe if i don't try too hard something might be true. But i guess not so.. But there is two people that never fail to make me brighter Amelia and Jamie. They came to my house the day after my birthday to give me a surprise. It's not really a surprise because i already know that they are coming. Even though i know that I'm still really happy that they came with cakes and gift. We took some pictures and talk for a few hours. Both of them are people that i will forever appreciate deep inside my heart.


The day after my birthday is also Mother's day!! So my sister and i share money to buy flower for my mother. Even though it's not a big gift but i think our thoughts, love and appreciation for her is being send through by this flower.


On 17th May, i went out with Kimberly to watch a movie call Transcendence. I really wanted to watch this movie and because i have been really busy since the start of the school. So when i finally have time to go out i immediately contacted Kimberly to watch it with me. The movie was awesome but it was confusing at some of the parts. I think the whole concept of the movie was really cool and everyone should watch it. Before watching the movie we had our lunch at eighteen chef. I thought eighteen chef is a place that sell food like Manhattan but i guess i was wrong. I don't get it why the restaurant is famous, but well the food is ok and the price is reasonable.


At night after i reach home i notice this package on my bed. I got really excited after reading what's written on it. I started touching the package trying to guess what is it. I knew it was a bag but i don't know what kind of bag it will be. I thought it is going to be some bag that my sister bought from a china website. But it turn out to be a Kanken bag! I was extremely happy about this gift! Really thankful to my sis and her bf. I didn't expect her to buy this for me because this bag is expensive. And actually i wanted to buy this bag for a long time thinking that it was cute. But no one wanted to buy with me so time passes by and i soon forgotten or not really think about buying it anymore. I'm really really grateful and happy for the gift. :)