tired

I'm tired.
Tired of feeling lost, afraid, misunderstood.
Tired of wondering if I'm letting someone down by the choices I've made.
I'm tired.
Tired of getting my feelings hurt, my ego bruised, my heart broken.
Tired of showing these emotions.
I'm tired.
Tired of being me, of being weak.
Tired of trying to be this person I cannot see.
I'm tired.
Tired of all the pain, all the struggle I've put upon myself.
Tired of not being the person I was.
I'm tired.
Tired of hiding, hoping, and healing.
Tired of listening, learning...letting.
I'm tired...I'm tired.

I am damn tired today from the run...and i hate today because i don't know why i run so slow today...Siew Fang get 14 place in cross country!! gd right?? today monica never come..i want to be camp leader. yesterday i go take the form..u think i can be? I not sure but i just wanna try my luck..see how..haiz..i sooo sad still..how?? I know i can't run away but then i still did...so sad..so sad..
how???? My leg now very pain especially one of my toe... k lala..LALA..
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