Saturday, April 25, 2009

jippy



I hate you, then I love you,
Then I hate you again
I hate the way it feels
To lose a best friend

I hate you, then I love you
Then I hate you some more
The shattered pieces of my heart
Lying dead on the floor

I hate you, then I love you,
And then I hate myself;
I let you play with me like a doll
And stuff me back on the shelf

I love you, but I hate you,
But I could not be more grateful
You taught me to be loving,
You taught me to be hateful

So come closer, let me love you
Let me demonstrate
How you've manifested my heart
With my undying hate

But my hate is still passion
And I love you still
So allow me to hate you
Under my heart's own will

And allow me to hate you
With every ounce of my being
And allow me to dispise you
So uncaring, never seeing

You abused me so often,
You treated me so cold
And I deserve better,
And the game, it gets old

So let this be game over,
And let this be our end,
And let this be the time
I take so that I can mend

And let this be a chapter
That we leave far behind,
And let this be the time
I get you off my mind

And allow me to love again,
And allow me to forget,
And allow my heart time
To lose this rage and regret

And allow me to solace
This pain that I'm in;
I hate you, then I love you,
Then I hate you again...

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